"IN MY LIFE"

Would definitely love to watch this (hopefully not alone), this is a major thing for the Philippine cinema and its backed by a power house cast. This would create ripples in the industry and am waiting...

flirting

why cant i have someone who would care like i cared

why do i like those that cant like me back
just the regular flirt
that never does anything else but look bummed
and pretend you don't exist

just your regular flirt
pretentious and unreal

What the?

DARN Internet Services

In the Philippines consumers are not really protected by abusive practices of conglomerates example: internet service providers.

They are advertising speeds of "UP TO 2MBPS" and you are requested to sign a contract that you are not given a copy, this is more like a form of coercion that does not give consumers a chance to make a well informed decisions (by law this form of contract never wins, consumers have all the rights--hell fuck yeah).

But hey, is there a government agency that police unfair business practices or misleading adverts? Services that you are paying that are not meeting your needs, what do you do?

Well for me I'd say fuck em! As of the moment I am very upset of how SUN Cellular has been providing their services! I am so changing over if I do not receive a sensible explanation for all the delay and no internet connection for days!

alternate

after a few days of ruckus from the web caused by the tweeter incident, i have decided now to keep two blogs open at the same time am not sure if i can maintain it but I sure will try.

am still learning the ropes of my wordpress account so in the future you can visit me at http://aikcomo.wordpress.com. just the same level of nonchalance, stupidity and bitchiness but all's good.

am moving out of my place by the end of august and i found this dorm like place somewhere, all amenities provided i just have to bring me ass to the place and the clothes on my back and pay the rent then i would fantabuloush.

but for now am torn by indecision since i am not definite if my brother can hold on his own, this might be a very difficult job to do for an older brother but i hope in the coming years he'd realize that my decision to let him on his own and me not always around can grow him some balls.

we would have to do what we have too, am selling all my stuff at cheap prices (refrigerator, bed, sofa, etc---sensible offers not declined, need to let them all go before the 20th of August) if interested leave a message.

Another Goodbye

I opened my eyes and squinted as the light from the lamp pierced through. I can hear the beating of my own heart persisting to do its job, rushing blood to my lifeless soul.

Every muscle and bone revolting from the ounce of will and movement, wishing that all this is but a dream. And that this pain is nothing... just another nasty hangover.


I lay here alone, bare and unwilling to live on, protesting to the passions in life. Yet my eyes stayed open and I can see you standing there at the back of my mind. Memories of you etched as you closed the door behind.

Tears well up my soul, you are gone together with the monsoon rain. Flashes of lighting crossed the shadows in my room and suddenly a... click, and the lamp went dead.


I lay here almost lifeless except... I am still alive, my body struggles to live. Motionless, I tucked myself in the darkness waiting for sleep to visit me, perhaps in my dreams I would forget. I had wished but it was never easy, the heartbreak of loosing someone never passes by that fast.

As dawn crept its way across the fields, flashes of you and I tumbled in my memories. I tried to squeeze my eyes shut, hoping to soak the past in the dark. I hugged myself facing the wall, somehow I knew things would be better it always does.

The empty hum of the morning came as the sun caressed my back as I lay here waiting. I cringe of the thought that I have to face the sun alone. I have to gather my wits and make the most of what is left of me.


I stood shakily and gathered broken pieces of me and tried mightily to tear myself from the sheets that comforted me through the night. As I stood myself up the lamp flickered back to life, outside the window everything seems so clean.


The morning dew clinging to the blades of the leaves as it flutters and flaps by the breeze. The sky so blue and the earth basking in the suns glow like lovers beaming from afar. I stood there empty waiting for my tears to spill out but I only stood ... waiting.



Amy Winehouse - (There Is) No Greater Love
Album: Frank
Found at: lilmikesf.blogspot.com